Some blog.

Borrred

2006-06-18T17:14:00.000+02:00

Yes, I am bored. Learning the whole day is really not all that interesting. Though some news I do have. My parents are thinking about another dog, some, hmmm.....companion for Spike. She looks pretty cute and is very nice, but Spike seems a little cold towards her, so we'll see. Hrm...haven't talked to Ruby the whole day. That's like....the first or second time since we came together. It feels stupid. -.- Makes my day dull and all that shit. :/
But we'll have a lot of chances to talk. Soon. Mwahahahha. Anyway, another video:

BUSTA RHYMES- I LOVE MY BITCH

2006-06-17T09:58:00.000+02:00

Well, I am in a graaand mood again. Luckily I am only emo for like one day a year or so . :D
Hm, what happened...I somehow escaped nearly all tests unharmed, only one test left, and I swear, I am going to pass that one.
hmmm, my private life, well, I finally got to utilize webcam and headset, so now it's pretty fun to talk to Ruby, heh.
Hm, what else....I got like 10 books in the last week or so, all pretty cheap and all, and really good, Raymond E. Feists riftwar saga and some other books of his in the same world. It's SO damn good and funny.
On another note, I decided to steal something from Ruby. From now on I'll always put the video of my latest favourite song into my blog. :D

All Stars

Zwomg, I love this song.

...

2006-06-05T18:14:00.000+02:00

Sometimes, I feel like the whole word gathers all its bad luck and abilitie to cause unhappieness and uses it on one person.

You guessed it. I am emo. Everyone is allowed to have emoposts sometimes, this is my turn.
It starts with the teacher who doesn't like me and ends with another little caraccident. The teacher in question made me not pass class. But the unfair thing about that is that he didn't give me points where he gave everyone else points, for the exact same fucking answer. Or to the caraccident where my breakpedal broke off. Or me who got sick.

Really, the only thing keeping me from going insane is Ruby......I can't wait. Just two more months....two more months and I finally can meet her.....

Raph

So life goes on.

2006-05-30T20:20:00.000+02:00

Yeah, I survived, heh.
I was pretty busy with school and still have some backaches here and there when doing too much...but a good thing is, I started working out heavily again, for some reason. (Or for some influence. <.< >.>)
Weeell, grades are pretty nice, only have to pass two more tests and I am through with class.
I found work too, pretty good paid, heavy work in some sort of giant furnace. Good bucks, high risk, low fun. But it helps me visit my girlfriend, so I guess it won't be too bad.
My parents told me today that we are going to get a second dog, a female Rottweiler. Hopefully she'll like Spike, our male Rottweiler. (And no babiez, she is castrated.)
Hmm...I miss talking to my one and only, we both have a pretty busy week.

I had so many things to blog about....and I forgot them all. ^^"""
Oh well. I became 18 last week. *cheer* Legal here in my country.

Car accident

2006-05-15T09:28:00.000+02:00

I had one, yeah. If I wasn't such a lucky bugger and another car would've been near, I'd be pretty much dead. So I just feel like shit, have a headache, some scratches and some neckthing that will remind me for a while. I just could think of Ruby the whole time. I really need to talk to her, I hope I catch her later. I have to tell her so many things.

Raph

I need a girl....

2006-05-10T22:50:00.000+02:00

My day was dominated by that song, heh. School was cool, as always on Wednesday, got to chill with my friends and not think about too many things too much. Only ting bad about Wednesday is that the next day is the worst in the whole week, heh. Well, Franzi, Wolfi and I are gonna learn some Maths tomorrow after school, so I guess I'll come home late. Oh well.
Still haven't heard from any company I applied to, that's not too bad. I can still rely on my families contacts after all.
But now back to that song.
Diddy's talking about how he needs a woman he can trust, he can love and he can marry, Loon does the same, and then there's Diddys last part, he's very sad about having such a girl and losing it.
I never want that to happen to me and Ruby. She's the girl I want to be together with, no one else. No matter the difficulties, she's the right one.
In that consent...

I want some real shit, I need somebody I can chill with
I need somebody I can build with
I need somebody I can hold tight
Winter time in the full length snow white
Anytime we together would feel so right
You the girl I been lookin for my whole life
God bless me, I'm glad I got the insight
It's cuz of you girl, now I understand life

Raph

'tis all about the right girl.

2006-05-09T21:00:00.000+02:00

Hah. School was boring the last two days. Had some tests, should've done nicely in both.
More important things happened after scool though. My mom was in hospital on Monday, had an operation on her hand. All went well, thankfully, and when I got home, Ruby got to see some new pics of me and my home, heh. I had fun taking them, and I guess Ruby liked them, I got to see some new ones of her too. I am so happy with her, no other girl ever made me feel that way.
Second day, same day, got only two real lessons, wasn't too bad. Came home early, played a bit with Spike and took some more photos of the landscape surrounding my home. It's nicer than I thought, actually, heh. Wish I could chill some more, but school is annoying me.
Hmm...talked to Ruby, Val and Shiri for a pretty long time today. After some time, Shiri and Val disappeared after a while, but I of course kept talking to my dear. We talked about everything, sings, live...and as always we ended it with talking about our relation. I won't share what we say, but I'll say that she is the first girl to really make me happy like I never was before...
I really really hate the time either she or I notices that she has to go grab some sleep since she needs to get up early...Oh well.
It doesn't matter, since there'll always be a tomorrow for us.

2006-05-05T22:08:00.000+02:00

Okay, so....day started out shitty, Migraine at the start, couldn't move or think straight, mother took me to a doctor and all that shit, got diagnose and all. So...after coming back of like 5 hours of nonstop diagnosing, I slept for like 2 hours without eating a thing today.
After that hmmm....I finally got skype up and running and talked to Max and Ruby for a bit.
Well, Ruby kicked out Max after some minutes and then we talked, and are still talking, it's really sweet to finally hear her voice and all...she's a great girl to talk to, and I wish we would be together already. I defenitely know now that she's like....the girl I always looked for, and she's like....the most wonderful girl I ever talked to. I don't want to ever miss the sound of her voice again or anything she says.

-Raph

Another day has passed.

2006-05-04T23:39:00.000+02:00

Hmm...well, my day wasn't all that great, but it wasn't bad either.
I got my moms car, so I could cruise through the city a bit before and after school.
Note: Cruising as in coming five minutes later for my first lesson, and cruising as in coming home three hours after school ended.
Hmm...today at breakfast I heard my mother would be in hospital having an operation, and as I wanted to visit her this evening, I got told she was at home already. They told her they can't operate her because she had to many aspirin over the last week, so they postponed it until monday. Some friggin' thing with her handnerves, really unpleasant for her, but dayum, what sideffects those operations can have....
Anyway, got home and got told off by my little angel.
Pushed back for a TV Show, I feel hurt. T_T
Oh well, she came back later and made up for it for being as sweet as she always is.
Oh, and sent away some applications for holiday jobs, hopefully I'll get accepted, I could really use the money.
Hmm...guess I'll go to sleep now, dreaming of my little jewel.

Raph

An eventfull day. (not)

2006-05-03T15:57:00.000+02:00

so, what happened today.
Hmmm.
English tests came back. In Austrias grading system, it goes from 1 to 5, 1 being the best.
Well, Raphy here got a 4, which is pretty unfair but oh well, the world is unfair.
Yes, I am sounding depressed. Rare enough. :P
Got another test back, didn't learn but only was 5 points off of the 4, so I won't have to repeat it and just write a little better next time.
Had fun with two of my mates.
Benni (rich, long-hair hippy dude) and Wolfi (normal wealth, short hair, tall shy guy dude), two of my friends, went to some computer store, so I scrapped together my last money and got myself a headset to talk to my little angel. (And now I am too startled to do that. T_T)
Hmm....started a new online game today, 'Die Staemme'. Sounds funny, is funny too, so I like it. I already rock away all my friends. :P
I like listening to my music with my new headset, it works good with the bass and sounds badass. My mother told me I got her car tomorrow, time to cruise around the country a bit, letting the wind play with my hair and the music out of my Hi-Fi-System, thinking of my dear.

Raph

My first blog

2006-05-02T18:54:00.000+02:00

Heh, well. This is my first post in this blog, animated by my girlfriend. I wanted to share my life with her, and I guess a blog is the best way to do it.
It's a rather complicated relationship, since well....there's a little distance between us, but I still can't think of any girl that fits better to me, that understands me better or that I can talk to better.
Well, now to my daily life. Woke up at 12pm (wooh holidays), got an email about a test I did some
weeks ago (ouch) and talked to my sunshine. (only thing that makes me go online. xD)
I'll write more when I have more to say, heh.

Raph